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[30 Jul 2003|04:24pm]
since my livejournal is friends only and some ppl that aren't on my friends list wanna see the pics i took at ucsb. so tyni if you are reading this (if you still ever log on), here you go, i'ma post them anyway. <3



PICTURES.BEHIND.THE.CUT )
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sometimes these things make me go "heh" [18 Jun 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | "krazy glue" less than jake ]

xwickedelementx
Magic Number15
JobCelebrity Nobody
PersonalityMultiple
TemperamentAll Bark, No Bite
SexualJust Say No
Likely To WinAnother Gold Star
Me - In A WordStartling
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack



last day of school for me today, but it didn't seem like it for me today. the question is now, what the hell am i gonna do this summer?!??!!

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can it be fall the whole year round??? [17 Jun 2003|08:15pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "on my own" the used ]

hm =\

i'm happy i made myself a new layout again, like it? heh, i love doing layouts, and making collages, background pics or whatever.

i wonder, who reads this journal still??? lol, i know that isn't having a journal is for. ppl hardly write in their dj, and some had deleted their accounts =\. i'm happy lj-ing now, when i thought at first it sucked. the thing that sux though for free lj users is that they can only have 3 icons, but oh well.

tomorrow's the last day of school for me. woohoo! why come the last day of school when you could be doing something else, be somewhere else and attendance doesn't even count? i'll miis a few ppl, and i'm relieved that i won't be seeing some, at least for the next 2 months. it's seems like it has only been 5 months that i walked in my homeroom for the first time, i met anthony and homecoming and splitting up with anthony and meeting someone who i've liked for the longest time and meeting other ppl and the finch show and the change of ppl i hang out with and the fights with my bestfriend. time passes by so fast every now and then and i wonder what i'm gonna be like in the next 10 years and who i'm gonna be married with (or if i even marry). i still haven't made up my mind of what to get in college, i still have 2 years, but doesn't seem like it's enough time. i'm 17 and i'm still short, and i'm just getting older and older and the time i hit 18 i'm pretty much sure that i'll have to be 2wice responsible. i look back in my life at the past and i'm just laughing my ass off about the stupid things i've done. i think i've experienced too much stuff and i've learned a lot and there's a lot more to come.

i'm freakin' out.

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no nate for me, but it's fine i'm being honest though [10 Jun 2003|08:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "lipgloss and letdown" a static lullaby ]

conor
Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes


*Who is the perfect Emo Singer boyfriend for You?*
brought to you by Quizilla

longing for some serious, emo, good, fun, crazy, worthwile conversation =\

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How Soon Is Now [10 Jun 2003|07:02pm]
[ music | The Smiths ]

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Oh, of nothing in particular


You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does


There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die


When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean ?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone


You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

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let's all be freakin' happy for once! [08 Jun 2003|11:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "pull out" kill radio ]

2 more freakin' weeks school's out....

the past 2 weeks have been really tough, especially after someone had broken in to my locker and having to make up 3 notebooks worth of loooonnnngggg notes that had to be turned in last week. weekends too, there have been a lot of parties. rest and long hours of sleep is what i really need.

i've been working on lj too much, but i can't forget the dj that got me into things, and where i originally started.

hmm a little bit of experiment and this is what it looks like having pink hair and green eyes, lol.





</dj-cut>

good day/night y'all

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something that made me all hyped up after being all emo, but then i think i'm back to being emo agai [30 May 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | mixed up ]
[ music | "the great houdini" new found glory ]

FINCH!!!!!........


THRICE!!!.........


AFI!..........


and THE USED



along with other bands, they're four of my favorite bands that are playing at this year's weenie roast!!! haha i was excited to go to the warped tour, but this is more exciting cuz finch and afi aren't playing any of the so-cal warped shows =P.

he didn't look too hottly and his mood affected me, i dunno why. i thought i was with over him, but i guess not. i still have feelings for him, and they're not just something shallow, so it's something that won't be easily forgotten. i wanna tell him how i feel, but i'm too scared, that i even back out in the last minute. i thought it was something easy, but it's harder than i thought.

so from then on i became sad, i started writing on my notebook, and memories of the past all just stormed into my mind - of him, a past relationship, and how i'm such a "teenager" and emo for thinking and getting sad about these things. then a few things and ppl had to remind me of those things. i reached the point where i could no longer take all the shitty and great memories, i broke down and started crying. i felt more sad about myself cuz god i was crying!!! later i realized how pathetic i am.....shit. i haven't been emo/sad for a long time, and i told myself that i'll never get myself into that state again, but then i did today.

i dunno what i want - comfort, encouragement, or just attention? i'm confused.... well screw it

anyway, i think being in yearbook isn't gonna be easy. my first assignment is to sell ads and i have to get at least $135 of ads, or if not, i'll have to drop the class, and no i don't wanna blow this one up.
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[27 May 2003|07:05pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | "paris in flames" thursday ]

thank you for showing me intelligence and creativeness,
inspiring me to do better and challenge myself
thank you for letting me see how weak you are,
motivating me not to be anything like you
thank you for allowing me to see the kindness and generosity in you,
helping me to become a better person
thank you for always being sad,
i learned how to be depressed
thank you for telling me to stand up for what i believe in,
i've gained much more selfconfidence
thank you for ignoring and leaving me behind,
making me stronger and independent
thank you for showing me that you care,
preventing myself from doing any harm
thank you for hurting me,
i've become insensitive and numb
thank you for being there to express my emotions,
knowing that there's still a few left who listen and understand
thank you for being a liar and a fake,
i'm now having a hard time trusting ANYONE

......and don't you hide yourself now.

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i love dave for his surveys!!! [23 May 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "knifepoint laminents" endor ]

If I were a stone, I would be: a pebble
If I were a tree, I would be: pine tree
If I were a bird, I would be: a raven
If I were a machine, I would be: a stereo
If I were a tool, I would be: scotch tape
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a chrysanthemum
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: winter
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a vampire
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a set of drums
If I were an animal, I would be: a cheetah
If I were a color, I would be: green
If I were an emotion, I would be: extreme
If I were a vegetable, I would be: squash
If I were a sound, I would be: the bass
If I were an Element, I would be: wind
If I were a car, I would be: silverado 1500
If I were a song, I would be: "on the outside" no use for a name
If I were to trade places with another person, it would be: hm, i have someone in mind.....
If I were a movie, I would be: lord of the rings
If I were a food, I would be: in and out fries
If I were a place, I would be: lovely beach down california
If I were a material, I would be: fur
If I were a taste, I would be: taste of chocolate
If I were a word, I would be: "bored"
If I were a body part, I would be: the hands
If I were a facial expression, I would be: huge smile
If I were a cartoon, I would be: daffy duck
If I were a shape, I would be: square
If I were a number, I would be: 8
If I were a month, I would be: november
If I were a day of the week, I would be: monday
If I were a time of day, I would be: 9 pm
If I were a direction, I would be: west
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: fluffy bed
If I were a sin, I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure, I would be: hitler
If I were a liquid, I would be: mochallata
If I were a method of death, I would be: gas chamber
If I were a planet, I would be: mars
If I were a scent, I would be: the scent of a newly published magazine with that glossy paper
If I were a sea animal, I would be: sting ray

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endor [23 May 2003|12:21am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | the midnight air ]

my day......

gave juan his present - a sweet volcom shirt that i wanted to keep for myself instead, lol.

had a waterbottle fight afterschool.

he couldn't make it to the show so i ended up going by myself to see endor

i saw chris and his friends

saw crosstown rival, they're pretty good

there was this one guy who kept giving me stares and walking by me back and forth, later realizing it was the lead singer of vaddict.

then endor, they're awesome but they only played a few songs and didn't play "knifepoint laminents"

the band after endor - too much screaming. i was just chilling on the sofa next to this guy that was just bothering me.

got myself a shirt and a deadfriend.

it was vaddict's turn and they're freaking awesome live - full of energy.

kinda disappointed that i just sat and stood there when i was soo feeling like dancing around and moshing.

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it all began from a chocolate chip [20 May 2003|09:30pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | "love to hate, hate to me" a static lullaby ]

can't post to damn lj right now.....

oh man my stomach really hurts now from laughing too much. thanks to jennylyn for giving the idea! anyway, so parneet and i were talking on the phone and we decided to name ourselves after foods, and she went like "will you be my twinkie???" and i started laughing cuz you know how the twinkie is yellow outside and white inside (you get the idea right?). so i'm a twinkie, parneet is a dingdong, and juan's a prune juice (although it really has nothing to do with what he's like), christina's a candy cane, laura is that one of those chilli flavored powder coated candy (we still have to find out the name of it, any of you might wanna help us with what it's called, lol), and jenn is a macaroni.

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god damned bots are annoying....... [20 May 2003|06:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | none! ]

and some random person decides to direct connect with me so i told them to fuck off and they warned me, and i warned them back up from 45% to 80% but then stupid son of a bitch got me up to 20% and they logged off and i blocked him for good.

i'm lj-ing from now on, but i'll still visit once in a while to see how my other deadbuddies are doing. here's my lj thingiemabob:

http://www.livejournal.com/~silentxscream

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o-o-o-o-o-ohh yeah....... [18 May 2003|04:55pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "bandages" hot hot heat ]

heh, i'm still at the party, just taking a break. whew this weekend's a very tiring one, but anyway i stole this quiz from one of my deadfriends, hehehe.

erich
You are 100% straight edge


How straight edge are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

meh, i dunno if i really am sXe, cuz i sorta drink on ocassion, and i answered that on one of the quiestions and i'm still 100%, but oh well oh well.

anyway, i saw my dream truck on the way driving along some street in valencia. it's a charcoal silverado 1500hd, with huge, as in huge, volcom sticker at the back!!! it's raised and has one of those monster wheels thingie, but i really don't care about those. but seriously i'd really like to drive a silverado.

i saw anthony again when i was going back to my car at the northridge mall, and he looked sexy, haha.

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i never thought today would turn out to be good..... [17 May 2003|10:06pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | "blue and yellow" the used ]

oooooh. oh yea. today didn't go bad as i expected. first in the morning, i was watching tv when the phone rang. so i picked it up and the person took a while to speak up. he did and it was a salesperson from daily news. he didn't tell me about the offer right away, but asked for my name and if i'm over 18. i said "uh, no." he guessed 17 next and i was like "yeah" and he said, "...how did i know that?" he's pretty cool and funny, and we talked about other stuff before he got to his actual purpose. so i asked him about the whole promotional thing and i told him that i have to ask my mother before i say yes to anything, and even though i was having a good time conversating with him, i didn't give him my address. he rambles too much that i even found out how old he is (23), his name (mark) and stuff. he reminded me of anthony for a second there, and we finally hung up.

in the afternoon, i went to a party with my aunt at long beach. i thought it was gonna be boring til a bit later when these guys arrived. i was a tag along, lol, cuz it was one of her teller's birthday party. anyway, i enjoyed the good food and the highlight of the whole evening was meeting some guy named matthew. the moment he walked in, i was blown away, cuz he'SOOOO CUTE!!!!!! he has an awesome car too. freakin' black corvette (i dunno what year but i know it's an old one) with a huge darkstar sticker on the back. i told my aunt about it, so she introduced me to him, and we kinda talked for a bit. yea, so his name is matthew, but i call him matt, and he's 21. that's just the suckie part. he's very nice, kinda quiet, but he's cool. we just had enough time to talk about stuff and the basix. i had to leave the table cuz i was starting to feel out of place being the only 17 yr old girl, as in the only girl. and my aunt said she's gonna tell him again at work, heh, if she remembers, lol. but anyway, i have to go, i'm tired and i have to go to some park at chatsworth at like 9-ish so later.

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survey steal-er [12 May 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | sound of tv and my mom washing the dishes when i'm supposed to ]

BASICS
+ 001. full name : Bernadette
+ 002. nicknames : Bernie, Mae, bernamadette, yellow, and whatever the hell juanitoes calls me
+ 003. sex : Female
+ 005. age : 17
+ 006. star sign : taurus
+ 007. place of birth : philippines
+ 008. current residence : van nuys, ca
+ 009. hair color : black
+ 010. eye color : darkish brown or black whatever you wanna call it
+ 011. height : 5'4"ish
+ 012. writing hand : Right

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BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : not really
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : not really
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : nope
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : no, and i dunno
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : haha, i think i've done it, so yes
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yea, and it freakin hurts
+ 020. colored hair : yes
+ 021. tattoos and where : None yet
+ 022. piercings and where : just my earlobes
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : yea daily when i get home
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : Underwear
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : right one most of the time
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: haha, oh yeah!
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet: at least 5
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : earrings
+ 039. whats sexiest on a guy : hair and skinniness (but not flesh and bone skinny)
+ 040. whats sexiest on a girl : i dunno, face i guess
+ 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : Twirl
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : a couple
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : are my hands considered one?
+ 045. do you cook : meh that's what i gotta start doing and learn

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GROOMiNG
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : every freakin' day
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : every freakin' day, unless i'm really really late in the mornings (which rarely happens then i take it when i get home)
+ 048. how long do these showers last : 20-30 minutes
+ 049. hair drying method : blowdry
+ 050. do you paint your nails : only toenails, never fingers
+ 051. do you swear : yea
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself : uhuh
+ 053. do you spit in public : no, unless i really had to
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : haha, most likely not
+ 055. in the cd player : my shelf system there's afi/sing the sorrow, afi/black sails in the sunset, plea4peace take action 2; cd player the used, and car this mix i made wiht a bunch of finch live and unreleased songs
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : Parneet!
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : white, leopard print, and bed is blue as of the moment
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : yes
+ 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: vans old skool shoe boxes!
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : No
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : No
+ 062. window seat or aisle : aisle
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : on the side
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : it doesnt matter as long it's not too hard or soft
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : no
+ 066. do you snore : i told my mom to record me, and i don't
+ 067. do you sleepwalk : No
+ 068 do you talk in your sleep : haha this is sooo funny, i don't talk but sometimes i do laugh, and once i even screamed in my dream and woke ppl up (i was at my cousin's house)
+ 070. how about the light on : no
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : Not usually

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WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 072. had sex : n/a
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : depends on what kind of kiss, simple kiss, a month ago, made out = january/february
+ 074. watched bambi : dude, probably 10 or a bit more than that years ago
+ 075. cried : oh yea, yesterday
+ 076. talked on the phone : when i got home afterschool today
+ 077. read a book : lord of the freakin' flies
+ 078. punched someone : oh yea
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : studio, designing sets
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : if i can marry randy that'll be great, but i know it's impossible, so i dunno who the hell i'm gonna marry, i don't think about that stuff yet. and as to where, somewhere nice and serene like probably the beach or garden, if not, some crazy location like vegas
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : max of 3
+ 082. your profession : high school student?
+ 083. future school : ok, here are my choices: ucsd, ucsb, csun, cal arts, or arts institute, last resort - santa monica college, lol

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+ 084. who is your best friend : PaRsNiPs
+ 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : parneet and john
+ 086. what friend makes you smile the most : Um, all of them
+ 087. friend that you fight with the most : parneet
+ 088. one you talk to the most online : john, chrys, chris, parneet, osker, andy and if i meet someone online i'd talk to them for hours and then later we'd stop talking
+ 089. friend that you miss the most : hannah and roxanne

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MUSiC
+ 090. is music important to you : of course
+ 091. do you sing? : ALWAYS, even if i'm off key (which rarely happens, lol) i'd still sing
+ 092. what instruments do you play? : none
+ 094. what do you think of Eminem : he's not like all the rappers out there who just talks about hoes and money and shit, and his videos are pretty decent
+ 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? that's something to ponder about; it's just hard to decide which one

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DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : not really
+ 097. rock music : oh yea
+ 098. punk music : yes
+ 099. rap music : hah no, that'll be the last thing
+ 100. hip-Hop/RB : no hiphop, but the real, old rhythm and blues
+ 101. country : not really
+ 102. jazz : somewhat
+ 103. classical : in some cases
+ 104. new age: i dunno
+ 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about: quite many

as of how my day went, it was good. i got a bunny as a late birthday present, and oh yea i'm gonna deck it out with cool shit, lol. ditched 6 period and went to parneet's class, it was actually pretty fun. went to the mall with mom to meet with her friend, and from there i went with my friend to walk around and buy some stuff, eat and just chill. i got me an atticus shirt, christina's present. i like it, it's cute, thanks and i <3 u tyni!!!. then i went to tower records to get my monthly issue of meanstreet, lol. then went to walk around the whole lake, it felt good in the end. and then i went home finally and sat my ass down here in the computer. i had a memory upgrade up to 384 and so i can have a bunch of programs and still have my computer going fairly fast. my computer's almost 4 years old, and i still have dial up but i'm happy with it, and i love it. juanitoes told me that "[my] present might be a bit late cause they're out of stock and [he has] to go to a skate shop to get it." and he told me that i'm gonne "LOVE" it. hmm, it's really making me wonder what the in the world it is, and yes it getting my hopes up, cuz he keeps on saying that i'm gonna love it! he better not be kidding around with me, especially after forgetting to greet me happy birthday considering that he calls me his "little sister." lol. i have to go now, cuz i still have to fix up my bunny, cuz tomorrow's battle of the bunnies, that's right, and i'ma make sure i bring a camera, lol.

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I EFFIN' HATE THIS SH*T!!! [09 May 2003|11:02pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | quiet ]

...::::big sigh:::... i dunno what to do anymore. i am fuckin tired of what's going on around me. whenever i take myself away from them things, new issues pop up, what the freak!!! i've had enough of my whole family situation crap, and that's been kinda not thought of a lot lately. then there came school and ugh people(!!!). then there are friends who just can seem to all get along with.......fuck, fuck, shit, fuck! when those things are kind of going away from my head, something comes along the way, when things are starting to run smooth. my confussion, hate, sadness, even blaming of myself are back here with me once again.

usted desea hacer algo pero la gente que usted desea hacerlo con no puede. usted desea hablar algo pero la gente que usted es c?modo con decirlo no puede. esa gente que usted desea conseguir la atencion de, usted no consigue a. usted consigue la atencion alguien indeseada!!!!

god...what the fuck will happen next??? i'm half pissed and half miserable right now. i'm full of blasphemy.

this feeling i've had for someone, i've been thinking, should i tell them or just forget it??? but no, it's just gonna haunt me for at least a couple of years of my damn life. don't worry i will, i'm just waiting for the right time.

someone's been trippin on me. after being asked about some personal questions and to do something with them, like whoooaaahhh!!!!, i just felt really weird. it left me thinking "what the hell is going on?" or "are they just goofing around with me?" is it suppose to flatter me??? but it's not, it's just baffling me.

now i'm one of those kids that have "issues", thanks to this god damned society.

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oh yeah baby!!!!!! [09 May 2003|06:22pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | "buried myself alive" the used ]

new effin' dead layout!!!!



yea i've finally figured out how to fill in the blanks and the codes and stuff.

anyway, this whole week went fine, not too sad, but not too grand either.

i finally got programmed today and here are my classes for next year:

hlit/comp
us history
adv physics
spanish 2
yearbook!!!
photo

yea i'm very looking forward to next year =). meh, i'ma have to go to adult school to take my tech arts crap (and i might for trig). hopefully the other part of "school" becomes pleasing, cuz it's really stinking right now =(.
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hey--aaaa...... [06 May 2003|08:19pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | "broken parachute" northstar ]

today wasn't so bad......

i received a letter of acceptance today in second period for next year's yearbook staff. i was like "whoah! wicked awesome!", and yea i was happy and thankful because i thought the feature story i wrote was kinda badly written cuz it was so last minute, not only i had a dream a couple of nights ago that mr berns handed me back my application telling me i didn't get in. heh, thanks lukie for allowing me to interview you and stuff =). that kid inspired me a lot.

today was fun hanging out after school with parneet. we were at the stadium to watch the track meet. just lots of laugh.

i finally got my vans old skool, the limited edition which you can only purchase online but you have to go to one of the stores to order them, which i don't see the point why they had to do that, and not just have the stuff available online on their site. lol, that was quite a long sentence. but yea, they are REALLY PRETTY!!! not only that, another box added to my collection of boxes, lol.

i've been enjoying live journal lately, but i won't completely abandon dead journal, cuz i'm an early adapter (shoooo...), and still make postings here. the thing i love about dj is that you get to upload up to 5 pix, create your own style (for those of the free users out there), and lj, is too bright, aghhh!

yea since i was absent yesterday, i now have 100 terms to define for biology.....

ciao!

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some ppl just make me sad [05 May 2003|08:18pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | "sleep spent" death cab for cutie ]

well quite a lot of them are making me sad lately, argh....

i'm going numb.....

someone motivate me.........

last night i said i don't feel like going to school today, and i didn't. took quite a lot of clever-ness not to be caught. i managed to get there to give stuff to ppl and go back without my mom finding out about it. shh.... i know i've been bad today, but what the hell. school's something i haven't been enjoying lately when i used to be ms "school is cool." but i have to go to school starting tomorrow. first time i did this, probably the last time too cuz i feel bad for my mom.....

now i'm gonna go try give myself a peace of mind......

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you know what......... [04 May 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | punk'd on tv ]

dead journal's dead!!! =D



well almost, lololololol...........

yeah, it's my birthday today, and it was good =).

abstaining grace: happy birthday :-).
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: awww....thanks <3333
abstaining grace: how old are you now
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: pretty old
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: 17
abstaining grace: go your.
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: lol
abstaining grace: im 17 in like 3 months
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: when?
abstaining grace: GO ME!
abstaining grace: august.
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: yea
abstaining grace: yup.
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: <===with my virtual pompoms
iMxBrAiNxDeAd: lol
abstaining grace: lol.

haha.............

and parneet showed me these clown shoes, they're soo funny lookin, lol

http://www.caperucita.com/zapatos_para_payaso.htm

well i don't wanna put the pics cuz i don't have time to edit them and they'll just consume too much space

peace, i'm gonna enjoy the rest of my night here cuz tomorrow, school again, arrrrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!
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